So I am Seeking For Opinions
I haven't been on for a while!. I've just had a lot going on. I haven't been through much, but my family has. I am thankful, though, that I do get to learn from my family and the mistakes they make to ensure I choose wiser desicions for my life. That being said, I am not so sure I can trust some of my family; although, I strongly believe family should stick together.
Is it even a question to ask, IF I SAY I STRONGLY BELIEVE FAMILY SHOULD HAVE TRUST, if I should even trust or have faith in mine? Because I just don't understand if I feel this way, why is it that most of mine does not. Starting off with the fact that (I honestly care nothing about the material aspect) my little sister Sonia(who is a little more heavy set than I, so she may feel as if I am nothing compared to her and she is also my halfsister) decided, without my permission, to pawn a small television that was given to me as a gift. I only know this because one of my oldest sisters Tiffany (who also feels like she has better abilities than I) decided she couldn't keep it from me. So why didn't she just take the TV from her? This is just me wondering if I am REALLY (like, seriously?) suppose to trust a family who hardly has respect for me?
Anyways, back to why I am truly typing this forum, because it is a little important to me. You all don't know the whole story of my sister Tiffany's life. But just so you know, she has two babydaddies and 4 kids. She lives a very weird life. She doesn't have a job and she's currently struggling to get her kids back. NOTE: she brought all of this shit upon herself, even getting her kids taken away (which sucks because those kids are so smart) but I believe she will get them back.
So, yesterday, July 6, 2014, Tiffany and another one of my sisters Bridgett and I met up because they obviously felt strongly about getting some information to me. I, myself, (because I do feel that ones aura or energy means ALOT) I didn't feel like anything is wrong with me or my life because I have taken the necessary steps to bettering my future. However, they know this "psychic" or "pantero" in spanish who they have known for maybe a year or two. They went out with this man to drink and eat. I'm sure they got drunk. Mind you this man wanted to be with my sister a while ago and she denied him. Maybe I should watch myself and who I "end up" with, but it just wouldn't make any sense if what they said was true.
So they asked me to meet up with them, and I did. They were so anxious to tell me that this man said that I would be getting pregnant in a year and that the man I would have that baby with would leave me. If I was to end up with this man, either way, he would have a double life and I would be miserable. I am supposedly going to be sad and despressed and blah blah blah. So in a year, lol, I don't ever remember thinking that I would even come close to conceiving a child. I haven't even brought my life to a stable point yet? lol After that, Tiffany just kept on and on about it and how I need to be careful and "don't get pregnant" and "it made my heart hurt when he told me this" and "why would he tell me this"...etc. There's just a lot that kind of plays into this, and ask me anything you'd like to help you all better understand, but I would love to know what you all think of "psychics" and how can you even tell if a person really is what they say they are? Should what he said mean anything to me if he knows nothing about me or my past or anything? idk...
What upset me so much more was that my mom even considered what they said. MIND YOU, she had her first child when she was 13/14 with a man about 9 years older....Right now I am dating a man that is a decade older than I am, which is the first time I have ever been okay with it. I am 21 and have always only wanted a guy to be 2 or so years older than me, but then I realized how sad and immature most of those guys are and when I found this decent job, he saw me and I saw him, and we just fell for each other. My mom responded with a "well you know older men like younger women because they can control them better". We have only been together for about 9 months so there is no way we're having any babies in a year. I told him about it because I was suppose to go see a movie with my mom and sisters, but couldn't go through with it anymore because it hurt me that they would even think it could be true and I didn't want to be around that vibe anymore. It didn't feel right at all. She just kept talking about it.
I am just uncertain about how I should even feel about my family. Because they really tend to let "outliers" have a say on their life and what it will mean in the future. They don't seem to like to take their lives upon themselves like I like to. I know this is a little personal, but what isn't said on the internet nowadays? lol. PLEASE tell me what you think? sorry it's so long..
thanks to all
~<3 CMMFiled under: Spiritual
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