I think i saw death
Its hard to explain, I over the times i have seen it i guess i was not convinced it was not my mind playing tricks on me. I am against religion, And i really do not believe in anything unless i can see it. I over some years have seen this really scary shadow in the shape of a person i thought it was someone in my home. It is always followed by death or something really bad happening. I never really believed it but.
some examples are. My husbands cousin went missing everyone believed he was just haywire somewhere. I was laying in bed and i opened my eyes and their was a large figure standing next to my husbands side of the bed looking over him. A day or 2 later his cousin was found dead. So this was 1 time i just put it to the back of my mind, i did not really believe it. Than i saw it again before my uncle died. I still did not believe it. i guess i thought maybe things happen it cant really be true what i was seeing. I than had my nephew staying at my house in the cot next to my bed i woke up and their was something leaning over the side of the cot above him , This time i thought it was someone infact in my house and i yelled get away from him. and swung at the shadow but it disappeared. The next day my nephew fell down a flight of steps. He was ok but now i think back i wonder ig the shadow had something to do with it.
all these are just a few of what has happened in recent times. I never really believed it, I kept thinking it must bein my mind. i really just did not want to believe it infact.
now a few days ago i woke to this dark thing right in my face leaning over me, I let out a blood curdling scream as i lunged at it trying to push it away from me. It was more scary than the other ones. It was pure evil i felt it, It has horrified me because i knoew i was awake i know what i saw.
my husband also woke up to my scream.
the next day my husband got a phone call at work from his mum saying his dad is in hospital and he is sick. My husband came home right away knowing what i had seen the night before. We have not spoken to his dad in 8 years a falling out. But i said to my husband, I feel like he will die, You need to make peace ..So he has, And his dad apparently has days to live if not gone tonight.
I fear what i saw more now because its just to much of a concordance to not worry about it. We knew what was to come because it has happened before and i had mentioned it to my husband the toehr times. I guess this time we both believed it because it was so clear.
I just do not know what to do, Is their something evil attached to me, Or what is going on. I jsut do not understand it.
I would like advice on what this is., It feels evil and bad. I felt extreme horror, and i am not a scared person. A few times in the past i use to feel like something was watching me, It was extremely scary but for a long time ive not felt it.
also when i first moved in to this house im in i felt a child in the cupboard, I cant explain the feeling but it felt like a child. it felt awful though in a way that i would keep the cupboard closed esp at night. But the last few months i do not feel it. and the cupboard is often open.
Before this house a few years ago and few houses before, i use to see something walking to my daughters room. It happened the same time every night and i would see it and believe it was my husband checking on daughter but always it was nothing. also in that house i felt like their was something black sitting in the bath. I would see it when i walked past.
also in a house before that, It just felt evil, This is a guess where i felt most scared. The house brought out the worst of my self and husband, hubby got server depression and it was not a great time for us, i always felt like i was being watched. it was not a ncie feeling.
but all these things. i guess i always put it down to imagination. Or something. I remember them but i guess nothing really terrified me until this time and esp cause of the next day with his dad. its to close for me to denie it anymore.
Can anyone give me some advice on what i should do. Im defiantly not insane , I know it sounds like i am in some respect because i know how it sounds,. If someone told me this i would think they were nuts.i just need answers if anyone has any.Filed under: Spiritual
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