“Where Did It All Go Wrong?

by Chris on December 7th, 2016


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“Where Did It All Go Wrong?
by Tanaath on 01/06/16

You don’t have to look very far to realize that there is something profoundly shitty going on around here. Billions of humans live in varying degrees of oppression, slavery, and suffering, while a handful of elite share in the spoils of an entire planet. Nature is beautiful, but vicious, deadly and cruel. There is no way to live in such a way that a being harms no other – even vegans kill plants, insects, and microbes to survive. It’s a nasty piece of work, all right, and it’s not limited to this planet.

Oh, there’s plenty of people who will claim that other planets and other dimensions are better – and yes, some of them are improvements on Earth – Earth is a very extreme case – but the underlying problem permeates this whole universe.

An aside, here. Awakening isn’t an on/off proposition, it’s a process. I didn’t start out with full knowledge of everything I’m talking about in this series. Even though I have a fair degree of access to other dimensional people and myself up there, I don’t have full access and full memories from down here. My knowledge down here was built through experience and what I call ‘kenning’ (which would be drawing on my experiences and knowledge base from offplanet in an intuitive fashion). My first conscious embodied experiences with esoteric subjects were with the spirit realms; I didn’t learn about D-space and densities until later in the awakening process. I’ve learned and remembered a lot more since then. When I first started speaking in public, I did not have the understanding I have built since. I also suffered from a lot of the common misconceptions that many new agers suffer from in the beginning. In the meantime, I learned a lot, and that’s what prompted me to write this series.

Many people will enthusiastically tell you that Earth is some kind of spectacularly crappy exception (sometimes framed as if this is all our fault for being such bad bad people), that the ‘higher up’ you go in dimensionality, the less and less shitty life gets and the better and better the people get. The notion that life is better in higher dimensions is partly true. Life is spectacularly shitty on this planet, and in higher dimensions it is far less so. In fact, people in those dimensions can go entire lifetimes without encountering anything truly shitty – living their lives mostly as they wish to. At least, among the positive, Service to Other (STO) oriented societies. For the most part. Life in the Service to Self (STS) societies can get pretty shitty, and it can even get shittier than it is currently on Earth, but generally those beings that are STS oriented accept that kind of thing as the ‘price of doing business’, more or less.

Frequently, however, they’ll tell you that evil and suffering are some kind of factor of the lower dimensions (usually expressed as dimensions 1 through 6) and that it disappears entirely after the 7th and higher. They will insist that the higher dimensionally a being exists at, the better that being is, and the more altruistic, STO-oriented, wise, beneficial, and all around wonderful that being becomes. Which is what should be, in a normally functioning universe. However, it is not the case in this one. I know, I was shocked to find this out, because when I first awoke, I believed this to be the case. Until I started personally encountering a great many exceptions to this particular ‘rule’ and had to investigate why there were so many selfish, egotistical, manipulative, agenda-driven and evil beings from very high dimensions. It started to become clear, to me and to others who were dealing with Earth and all the stuff going on here, that there was A Problem.

The problem was often presented as a factor of the lower dimensions – it was believed that some quality of these lower dimensions was infecting the higher ones – it was believed that higher dimensional beings were somehow becoming tainted with lower level consciousness problems. Beings volunteered to come to this planet and live lives here in order to try to figure out the root of ‘The Problem’ (of which I am one, of many). Everything we had access to pointed to the notion that the answer would be found on this planet. Of course, many assumed that The Problem was somehow this planet and/or its people (hint: it’s not), because all the failure states of this universe seemed to involve this planet.

Failure states of the universe? Oh yeah. Back in the last post, I mentioned that a universe can die if the natural laws are flawed to the point where the universe is ultimately unsustainable. When that’s the case, a universe will go along, seemingly tickety-boo, for a long time (it takes a very very very long time for even small mistakes to express to the point of unsustainability in something the size and scope of a universe) and then suddenly reach a point where all roads lead to death, destruction, disaster, and failure. This is a failure state. It happens with inexperienced Sources who made modifications to the base fractal that end up being unsustainable. The Tree gives those Sources an opportunity to troubleshoot, fix the problems, tweak the source code, and prevent the error; but some Sources are either very inexperienced or very stubborn and never fix their problem and thus end prematurely and fold up in on themselves (aka, die).

The process of troubleshooting a critical error involves the creation of a small infinite number of timelines running as a kind of simultaneous simulation to figure out exactly where the problem is. Our Source encountered a critical error and a failure state, and it seemed to involve this planet somehow. A huge slew of timelines were then generated to see what caused the problem and if there was a way out. At first blush, it didn’t appear that there was a way out. All roads led to tyranny, oppression, slavery, and eventually universal destruction, seemingly without exception. It could be delayed, but it couldn’t be stopped. So Source requested the aid of some experienced troubleshooters to come help figure out the root of the problem. These beings agreed to come into creation and become part of Source’s creation (and thus part of Source), and (because time is actually a fluid thing – more on that later) entered the universe at its beginning and did their detective work by being experiencers in the universe.

What was discovered was shocking to everyone involved. The base fractal that our Source received when it was first making the universe came to it tainted, with tiny little modifications – so small they seemed inconsequential – that would have big effects further down the line when expressed fully. Effects such as negative STS societies turning conquistador instead of self-limiting the way they normally do in a healthy universe, and STO societies becoming pacifistic to the point where they wouldn’t defend themselves and would even try to stop those who would try to defend others. Effects such as free beings turning a blind eye to the suffering and enslavement of others, believing the accounts of such beings to be either lies, hyperbole, or somehow deserved or desired in some way. Effects such as very high dimensional beings who were supposed to act as wardens and handmaidens of creation instead deciding that they wanted to experience power over ‘lesser’ beings – and remaining hidden or inaccessible to those who would otherwise oppose them, such as the wardens and handmaidens who still fought for freedom.

Furthermore, the beings within this universe still had the expectation that the universe would work ‘as designed’, and had (and still have) a very difficult time understanding that things aren’t working the way they are supposed to. And some of those beings – including positive-oriented STO beings – even became in on it, choosing to serve the agents of tyranny in a gross misapprehension of Service to Others being defined as ‘I want you to live in a way that I consider to be correct, and I’m from a higher dimensional than you and so I believe that I am wiser than you, so follow my will instead of your own free will, so that you can live in the way I consider to be correct.’

These things were being passed off as a mistake on the part of our particular Source – a lack of good judgement in modifying the fractal constants – when in fact they were deliberately introduced before our Source even got to it. With great effort, the troubleshooting team started to hunt down how this tainted fractal got to our Source. This involved efforts at all levels of the universe – and involved the efforts of incarnates and other people down on this planet. It was incarnates working in tandem with a slew of beings from various dimensions and spirit realms who first discovered that no, this was not indeed some kind of tainting from below, but a tainting from above. And the ‘above’ in question wasn’t even in this universe, it predated this universe by a considerable amount. Upon further investigation, it was discovered that the tainting affected not only the universe that our Source was born from, but the universe that that Source was born from as well. The problem went three universe layers deep, and was spread across countless universes in those three iteration levels.

Some of you will have read my other blog entries and will have heard me talk about the fractal virus. I’ve seen people discuss this with varying degrees of understanding and I realize that I need to clarify what I mean. The fractal virus is not a physical virus that can be transmitted between being to being in which some people are infected and other people are not. You can’t smell the victims of the fractal virus as some have claimed (because that’s everything that exists within an affected universe), you can’t pick out uninfected entities from infected entities (because again, that’s everything that exists within an affected universe); it’s not a disease like a physical world virus. It’s more like a computer virus – a bit of bad code underlying the essential program that will have effects that the user of the program doesn’t anticipate or desire, and that the programmers of the virus intended to cause. Our Source started its universe creation with that bit of bad code already inserted into its base program, without its knowledge or consent.

All matter, energy, and beings within an affected universe are affected by the fractal virus (or error in the code, if you want, though error implies a simple unintentional mistake, where this was very deliberate) to some degree. Because we are all expressions of the fractal of creation, any change to the fractal from which we are expressed affects us. Because every individual expression of the fractal is unique, some beings are less affected and are more resistant to the effect than others, but every being is affected to some degree. Yes, even me, even you, even the ‘gods’, even the good ETs… and especially the bad ETs. How this bit of broken code expresses itself can vary profoundly between individuals, and even between species.

Obviously something like this is a problem, especially since in all the simulation exercises the result was always the same – universe failure. Something like this requires the attention of the Tree Tenders – beings that exist to help Sources and their universes stay healthy, and help to keep the portions of the Tree they are responsible for healthy and sound. Getting a message to the Tree Tenders through three iterations of broken fractal universes wasn’t easy, but we did eventually manage to do so. The Tenders are now aware of the problem, no more universes will be born with this virus and they’re on guard to prevent it from being changed to infect more universes. This universe is getting a dose of repair code.

Please note, this doesn’t mean we get to sit on our asses and do nothing, thinking that all the problems are solved and we have nothing to worry about.

Things happen in universes because experiencers do stuff. Change happens because experiencers do stuff. The repair of the code of this universe is enacted through experiencers (like us) changing how they live, fixing problems with the damaged fractal expression at their expression level. We are not out of the woods. In order to heal our universe, we must act by living the cure ourselves. If you want to live in a universe where you are able to be a free willed being and not under someone else’s tyrannical rule until the inevitable death of the universe and all within it, you have a responsibility to act in ways that will enable this. This universe is badly wounded and can still die from its wounds, even if the disease has a cure. Compare it to a creature that has been badly infected with parasites – even when the parasites have been killed, their remains must be eliminated from the host. That elimination process can kill the host if the infection was bad enough. The host will also have holes throughout its organs and flesh where the parasites lived, those holes must be healed. Our universe is much the same way. It has to be healed, we have to be part of that healing process. We are the flesh and blood of the universe.

Okay, let’s go back a bit to the deliberate part of this virus. I mentioned that this was a deliberate thing. This was done on purpose to our universe (and many others). It was done by beings acting with intention, intending for this to happen. Who were these beings and why were they doing this? I’ve referred to the ‘universe killers’ in my blog. They were the ones responsible for this. It’s a bit of a long story, but we’ve managed to piece it together.

Remember how I said in the last post that a Source that becomes a universe has to agree to the condition of respecting free will? That it can’t be lord god and king of all within it and remain attached to the tree as a living thing? The universe killers were people who were involved with a universe incubation project, some three or four universe iterations preceding this one. There were other people involved in this project – innocents who had the best intentions in mind. The universe incubation project was started out as a positive endeavour – a place for beings to get some training on being a Source and then become Sources in their own right. Plenty of beings took part in the universe incubation, but only a handful were running the project. It was considered a great honour to be involved in any way. However, a small portion of those beings were corrupt, unbeknownst both to the project participants and the others running the project.

These corrupted beings wanted to make their own universe, but they also wanted to live like kings and rule over that universe. Essentially, they wanted to have their tyrannical cake and eat it too. They knew damn well that there was no way to do that, and remain attached to the Tree of Life and thus able to persist for a potentially infinite period of time. They realized that any universe they designed like that would be finite, and therefore their little joyride at the expense of other thinking beings would eventually come to an end. They didn’t want that. They wanted to live like kings forever, reigning supreme over their own personal universe, enjoying all the fruits that a creation can offer at the expense of multitudes of enslaved souls doing all the work to create those fruits. They called themselves what translates as ‘Alternate’ (please note, that is the plural and the singular form, members of Alternate are not ‘alternates’, they are members of Alternate), as a reflection of their perception of themselves as an alternative to the free willed universes of the Tree.

Knowing that any universe they created would be finite, they worked out a plan. There is some degree of transfer between universes – beings, materials, and energy can pass between universes under certain circumstances. They had access to a universe generating project. They realized that they could steal from the universes in the universe generating project in order to power their own universe. They commissioned a special project from a curious scientist to explore into modification of interdimensional fractals and tesseracts. Then they took that scientist’s results and modified them further, into a virus, which they tweaked to act in very specific ways. Then they proceeded to infect the universe generation project with their altered universe code.

The intention of the code was to create conditions within the newborn universes that made them easy to attack and harvest. Initial iterations would simply be leeched off of using a kind of shunt or drain. However, further iterations of the universe creating process would be unstable, collapsing under specific circumstances that this consortium would hasten along with careful manipulation using minions and slaves that they’d already gained control of through the predecessor universes, and using minions and slaves native to the victim universes whom had been made vulnerable to their manipulation through the expression of the fractal virus. These third tier universes were intended to fail when they reached a scope that would provide the biggest payback to the universe killers for the amount of effort and resources expended (because for the universe killers, all resources are finite and must be carefully managed).

One of the non-corrupted members of the project team discovered them and was in the process of building a case against them to stop this from happening, when they found out he found out and they destroyed him and his evidence. They then did away with the rest of the non-corrupt members of the team before that discovery could be repeated, and buried the evidence – they did this by either destroying those non-corrupt members, or forcing them into the universe incubation project directly in a degraded state, memories wiped.

It was through the aid of one of those non-corrupt members who gradually regained their memories that this part of the story was discovered. Those among the discovery team who were able to reach other universes were able to verify this person’s story. We didn’t want to believe it at first – such a thing is both enormous and horrific, an enormity in every sense of the word. Our own third-party investigations revealed that what was described had indeed happened, and were integral into getting the word out to the Tree Tenders that there was A Problem that needed addressed immediately. The Tree and the Tree Tenders cannot see that which is not directly attached to the Tree, making structures such as Alternate’s dead universe difficult to detect except through its effects on living universes.

The members of Alternate at the top of the structure never directly enter a victim universe. The fractal structure their dead universe uses is pyramidal, and compartmentalized, focusing more and more benefits and power and privilege to the top (along with all the finest of resources and pleasures) at the expense of a vast quantity of minions. All transactions and deals take place in such a way that the one with more power wins out over the other parties on a deal in a usurious system which favours the elite, concentrating ‘all good things’ towards the top. Each iteration of the fractal is the same – a cadre of elites reigning over a multitude of servants and slaves, many of whom are looking for a way up. Frequently the minions only know just enough to do whatever their overseers want them to do, and the overseers themselves only know just enough to do whatever their overseers want them to do, with only the very top of Alternate knowing the whole story. Our own universe contains plenty of these structures, introduced by Alternate to aid in the takeover, utilizing the efforts of minions that are lower tier than themselves, but higher tier than anything existing natively in our universe in an attempt to overpower any internal resistance.

With the discovery of Alternate and the virus by the Tree Tenders, the power source for Alternate and their dead universe is now being cut off, which means their days are numbered. But they are still very powerful beings with a huge number of powerful minions. All of them are of the opinion that if they can’t have it their way, they’d rather no one had anything at all, so until the last of Alternate is neutralized one way or another, they’re going to remain dangerous and capable of causing vast suffering. If/when we succeed in freeing this universe and this planet, Earth, and those involved in the freedom efforts in particular will have to be on guard for some time to prevent punitive strikes from whatever portions of the viper remain able to bite.

Next up, Free Will and the Will of the Creator”




 Filed under: Aliens / ETs & UFOs


Chris: demuriage universe killers.

The “Universe Killers”


When I first discovered this situation, both I and those I worked with were convinced it was not possible and that it couldn’t be real. We are still looking for any evidence that this situation might not be the case. Unfortunately, all we’ve been able to get is evidence that it is indeed the case. I can’t go into the details, but suffice to say I have been convinced despite not WANTING to believe this and DOUBTING IT A LOT at first. And it’s so inconceivable to most people within the universe that doubting this is our first instinct. I have come to realize that this scenario is most likely the case – the available evidence that we have at all levels indicates that this is most probably true. Anyone who starts to take the notion seriously all of a sudden gets shut out – among other things that I can’t talk about.

Yes in this cluster of universes, war exists at all levels. Tyranny exists at all levels. There’s no level up and you’re done. No, this is not the case in all other universes. Like I said before there is a group of professional universe killers. They infected this multiverse system with the imbalance or disease which permits that kind of tyranny to vie for control over societies, planets, galaxies, and universes. When left to their own devices universes don’t typically develop those types of pathos, or develops them only in isolation and tend to be self limiting. It’s like candida. A healthy body will have some candida and it won’t be a problem. It’s impossible to be 100% candida free all the time. But as long a body has the other supports for health, the candida will never be a problem. Adjust a few subtle things in the body and the candida grows out of balance and begins to be a major health threat, and allows other, more virulent diseases to thrive, which in turn damages the body and enables the candida to grow even more.

The branch our universe is on is infected. This is one leaf on a diseased tree. The nature of the disease at the higher level created leaves with weak stems – easier to be lopped off and dropped. This is how it can be that one planet and even a few individuals can hold the fates of a universe in their own survival or death. That’s our ‘stem’. You don’t believe a disease can do that? There’s a fungus that takes control of the body of a fly to make it crawl as high as it can before exploding its spore-filled head, in order to aerially disperse the spores to other flies. Diseases on this planet are capable of shaping their hosts to their benefit. As above, so below. Everything is a fractal.

Speaking from a macro perspective, we have two options – lop off the branch and hope that we can somehow isolate the rest of the tree from the disease, or destroy the cause of the disease and heal the branch. Lopping the branch off means that we all cease to exist. Me, you, everything from about 136D down (which is the point where the infection starts). Needless to say I don’t like that solution. It’s rather permanent and rather fatal. Losing this universe but saving the rest of the branch is also something I’m not exactly eager to see, for many of the same reasons. The tree will survive even if this branch dies. This problem (though not this particular disease in this particular configuration) has occurred before and either resolves itself internally (read: the infected universes cure themselves) or the tree tenders destroy the branch to kill the disease and stop the spread.

The second option is to somehow stop the spread from the inside, cut off the predators, and either starve them out or destroy them. Push out the disease then kill its reservoir and clean and heal any infected universes. This is what we are trying to do. But it’s not exactly easy to do. For one thing, this disease went uncaught by the tree tenders for a long, long time. This allowed it to shape ideal leaves for harvesting, which has in turn provided it with lots of raw material with which to strengthen itself and improve its technique. We are working at a disadvantage. The conditions favour the aggressor, the enemy.

It IS possible to succeed and to win. The initial precondition for victory was simply discovering that this disease existed. We got the word out up the tree as to what was going on and the rest of the tree is being reinforced against this. This disease will eventually run out of material and die off. In the meantime it’s still entirely possible for the weak, sick leaf that is OUR universe to fall off and die. So we have won the greater war. But we could still very much lose the battle here.

And yes, it’s possible to tie the existence of things the size of universes to individuals – without them being manifestations of a particular source. It’s difficult but it can be done and has been done. And no, these individuals don’t get any special powers or anything like that. It’s all the pain with none of the benefits. These individuals, if they had the option, would gladly be unhooked from this so they could live their OWN lives instead of always being a pawn in someone else’s game.

The timelines where we fail to address this situation – the tyrannical timelines, those are the realities and timelines when the leaf falls and dies. Some of the ‘positive’ timelines we also fail. They appear to flourish for a time before suddenly and unexpectedly collapsing for reasons that the timeline scryers can’t understand. But there are timelines where success is possible. In order to achieve them, we gotta keep these people alive and breathing until some kind of change (whether it’s a victory against the cabal or something else) enables them to be evacuated to the point on the branch where the hooks tying them to the wheel can be removed.

Alternate universes and parallel universes are a tricky situation. There is one point where they all attach to the branch. If that is lost, even all the alternate and parallel universes are lost. We are currently that point. The reality we experience as real, the timeline we live through and perceive as ‘ours’, is the connection one. This is why it’s so important that we succeed here. If we don’t win, there are no more second chances. The other timelines and realities have already been lived by us. When timeline viewers look at timelines, they are looking at iterations of this universe that we have already played through. We managed to get a lot of second chances before the leaf could be severed.

This information wasn’t handed to me by my contacts. They didn’t even know it existed. We stumbled upon it by accident. And by ‘we’ I definitely include not only myself but a number of other incarnates I work with. Not just ‘upstairs’. In fact, it was so well hidden that it seems only people down here in this context stood a real chance of discovering the situation. The source of the disease, the ones who engineered the situation, were expecting that their control over the surface would be tight enough to prevent anyone from cottoning on. But it happened and we found out. Now we actually stand a chance of fixing the problem. Not a big one, but a chance. And yes, all of us who were part of the discovery could not believe it at first, because it wasn’t supposed to happen. There were supposed to be checks and balances higher up the tree to prevent this kind of thing from occurring. But somehow the ‘antivirus’ was fooled into not seeing the problem until we went high enough to insist ‘no, there really IS a problem’ and one of the tenders could take a look and see that we were right.

On the matter of the congruence between contactees and their contacts, a lot of it has to do with the subconscious filter of the contactee. I’m able to perceive distinct personalities in my contacts. But what comes through me to others gets filtered by my personality, and my state of mind. It doesn’t mean that my accuracy is poor, it just means the information is flavoured by me. There’s certain subjects I can’t get information on, period, because my own fears or mental state precludes being able to hear it accurately.

The public never sees the ‘backroom’ that goes on in any contactee/contact relationship. They see the public persona, and the information that is put across is going to be modified for the needs of the audience. Things may be omitted or not dealt with in public, for a variety of reasons. In my case, if I don’t address something it’s because it’s either operational information, or it’s something I can’t get enough information I feel confident on to speak about it.

Believe it or not I do engage in a fair bit of testing. If things fail my test, I don’t include them. If I previously included them, I’ll distance them. This is not a matter of me just swallowing what I’m handed by someone else without examination or question. The material I am confident in is derived from my own experiences. The information that comes from others is always potentially inaccurate – either in the material itself or my understanding of it. I can only really be sure of that which I experience myself.

So I do understand your disbelief. You can believe or not as you want. I know what my experiences have been, and whether you believe or not, I still had them. I must act according to what I feel is the best course of action with the best information that I have available to me. The information I have available to me suggests that there is more to this situation than merely ‘collective consciousness’ and that intervention is required if we want to survive.

Nor have I been standing still. I, and others I work with, have been involved in doing what we can to change the situation. I have absolutely no patience for any discourse which encourages passivity or waiting around for problems to magically solve themselves. And unlike many upstairs, I am fully able to perceive time and the fact that we are working under an unknown time limit, which is likely shorter than most ET estimates can produce.

Yes we can succeed down here. But the more we wait around for the next generation to fix things for us, the less likely that will be. Are we on the verge of a great renaissance of humanity? Yes, it’s a possibility, IF we can succeed. If we succeed that is exactly what will happen and if I survive to see it I’ll be grateful.

I don’t preach. Whether someone believes me or not does not affect my success or failure. I state what I understand and have confidence to be the case when I state it. Sometimes that changes as new information becomes available. Despite what some channellers would have you believe, no one is omniscient. The honest players give you the best information they can at the time – as they understand it. The dishonest ones feed you whatever lie they feel will convince you to maintain the status quo. Things change. We learn more as we go – even upstairs. The understanding today could be completely changed tomorrow. This is life. At the time, to the best of our understanding, the window for ascension would be up in 2016. Now, we don’t know. There are possibilities in which ascension does not occur. Most of them result in failure.

Is there a chance I’m wrong about all this? Of course there is. My experiences and the information I have access to indicate this is unlikely. But there is always a possibility that I and the people I work with are missing some key, game changing factor – preferably one that makes victory more certain. I’m not going to count on it.

And I don’t trust people like Treb. Once again, if his information helps you personally, that’s great. Benefit where you can. But asking for information on our behalf is going to be futile because Treb either doesn’t know or is working for the other side. All he can give are vague statements that give no true explanation or solution. We are getting farther dealing with this problem on our own. Getting the ET or Terran equivalent of ‘well, have you tried kicking it a few times? Maybe it’s a design feature!’ from the uninvolved over and over again is frustrating. Not the least because yes, we have indeed tried kicking it a few times. And if it is a design feature then seriously this universe deserves its fate.

And yes, it’s entirely possible that the collective consciousness is involved, but it is clearly not likely involved in the straight-forward way suggested by people like Treb. If the collective consciousness is involved it is because someone or something is deliberately harnessing the energetic potential from the great programmed masses and using it to construct a barrier – which would look, to the uninitiated, like the ‘collective consciousness is keeping people out’. In truth it would be more refined than that. As I have said, we have ample evidence of CONSCIOUS and DELIBERATE direction of this blockage. That indicates that the simple ‘natural collective consciousness’ or even manipulated public opinion is out as an explanation. That leaves us with three options: change the masses to wake up and thus negate the use of the collective ignorance (functionally impossible without ‘proof’ which is precluded by the fact that we are being excluded from surface work and therefore only have access to fringe groups that are already awake); figure out how this effect is being produced and counter and/or destroy the mechanism; or stop the ones doing it and somehow take control of the mechanism itself and use it to keep out the bastards and let in the good guys.

As for taking a break, it’s not upstairs I need the break from. It’s the frustration and lack of meaningful progress down HERE that I need a break from. It’s that frustration that contributes to my bad mood.


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